Friday, December 24, 2010
I will work for whatever it takes from now on. Because I see myself in a crowd of seaweeds underwater. Dark, soft, weak, muddy, but, blue, emotional, mysery and adventurous.
I always wonder. I always hide once I have my dreams. I used to share. But no more, I am running out of money and stock. I start grabbing everything I want.
Don't come near me, don't believe me, don't ever try to hurt me by going against my principles.
Since I left him, I never thought of falling again. I saw it deep within me. Perhaps I never deserve it, I should not believe it from the beggining. There are too many cautions and nerves that will put love into stress, why not just stay friends forever? Love is connected to heart, it breaks me down when my heart is broken as I see your heart farly apart.
Always, love is short and never trustworthy. It is like a natural lies that is publically seen from everywhere.
Been loved @| 6:41 PM |
Saturday, June 19, 2010
i apologize i really didn't update with blogs and bloggers for a long time. due to busyness and disconnection problems.
so, i have come to 21 which brings a lot of memories since 18 and i am drowned into it. still, the pain which were caused by olden times makes me thought of the regrets first. regrets, like bleeding. even though it dried and cured, the bloody scar stay in the tears. maybe when the mirror cracks, i realize from dreams. "You have to view yourself in the way it used to be rather than what you think it would be better." You can be better, but what you remember reminds you of your first natural impression. that causes all the emotions. A-men.
Give up. or, please give up. =] you have to trust the true hearts that come to you. because you gone through the unknowns. regrets deserve no more sympathy. because God told you it is not anymore.
i believe slowly in me, that i am a sad spirit. ='( i feel unsafe because i am sensitive. for fade, i have come to many groups and people. instead of pretending, i think protecting makes bonding. *wind~*
i do not know, how i become charming in boys. i am learning on boy girl friendship. pm, i hope you can lecture me for classes. i would pay for it. $$. *LOL*
Been loved @| 10:10 PM |
Sunday, April 18, 2010
After few years of taste of bitterness of lives, I wonder how suffer a person can be without the formal education with care in school. After years, I surrender. Luck is the medicine that soothes my pain. I wonder how many people is bleeding without my knowing.
I wonder how many people is having the same feeling as I have now. Desperate yet hopeless. Stupid but lucky. I just wish somebody would die for it. I would not want to bleed in love no more. Hopefully, my prayers will knock the door of the heaven. A-men.
Been loved @| 2:18 AM |
Saturday, April 03, 2010
we stopped at khai's house after tons of assignments were given, everyone got panic ever again. brain hang and lag.
when we were all hungry, khai and ong suggested to go for lunch. Nobody was deciding where to eat, we ended up "walk half way, discuss half way" discussion. almost when we reached 1U, rachel voiced up and introduced us a good restaurant. then we drove all the way to Segi College, we parked our car in Cova Square and headed to the Art cafe. if you read the newspaper in march 01, 2010, you should see an artist who is talented in painting and cooking. that's his shop.
*Christian Lai*
i ordered Tom Yam Fried Rice. passion fruit tea imported from London
after eating, it was almost half past three in the afternoon. we all went back to own destinations :] it was a cheering day. ^^
Been loved @| 9:09 PM |
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Recently, my CT class lecturer asked the class to build a blog. So, I decided to update my entries with some interesting and informative entries.
Today I would like to do some research about the cats.
Cats are mammals which are adorable and friendly to humans. Besides, cats have excellent night vision and can function at only one-sixth the light level required for human vision. Cats have excellent hearing and can detect an extremely broad range of frequencies. They can hear higher-pitched sounds than either dogs or humans, detecting frequencies from 55 Hz up to 79 kHz, a range of 10.5 octaves.
Cat Eyes - They have good night vision. B)
Cats' Hearing- They can hear better than you!
For instance, they can hear you with Rabbit Ears :)
and... they can still hear you when they are wearing helmet.
Several features of cats' physiology are unusual and are probably due to their descent from desert-dwelling species. For instance, cats are able to tolerate quite high temperatures: humans generally start to feel uncomfortable when their skin temperature passes about 44.5 °C ; in contrast cats show no discomfort until their skin reaches around 52 °C , and can tolerate temperatures of up to 56 °C if they have access to water.
They live with us. They can share the lights with us. :D
Domestic cats use many vocalizations for communication, including purring, rilling, hissing, growling, snarling and several different forms of meowing. Nose-touching is also a common greeting and may be followed by social grooming, which is solicited by one of the cats raising and tilting its head.
When they...................... *laugh*
when they...........................*MEoW*
when they............................ *nose touching*
And, I've also added a video about playing with an adorable cat. ENJOY!
Been loved @| 2:08 AM |
Sunday, February 21, 2010
i still remember when i was young. i wanted to be a actress like that. i love dramas and sometimes i think those people in the tv taught us as much as the teachers at school did. they let me to have a chance to waste money onto as well. hee hee. bad enough to say that i am a very emo person who cannot control my own when i am in bad temper. spend. drive. destroy. i had bad habbits with bad temper. i hope i won't loose control one more time. i will never gone mad no more.
back to the topic. i still have the passion on celebrities. maybe i already rely too much on them. i sing their songs, i researched their way of lifes, i believe in their visions towards love. that's why the spirit is already there with me. and i shall bring it to death. i can get mad when somebody loose me. i won't be the person to be responsible, am i right? blaming on me is making me hating it more. however i think i will not say that anymore because i am part of the city and i am learning to be a helpful, patient citizen which bring profits to the city now. it's a goodbye to young life. say it, mean it to my "dream".
Been loved @| 1:04 AM |
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Big Bang's music video- Let Me Hear Your Voice
Been loved @| 10:05 PM |
♥ THAT GIRL/BOY!
H3LLO! green love ♥ blog owner age: 21 horoscope: cancer loves: sleeping, online, musics hates: noises
when we were all hungry, khai and ong suggested to go for lunch. Nobody was deciding where to eat, we ended up "walk half way, discuss half way" discussion. almost when we reached 1U, rachel voiced up and introduced us a good restaurant. then we drove all the way to Segi College, we parked our car in Cova Square and headed to the Art cafe. if you read the newspaper in march 01, 2010, you should see an artist who is talented in painting and cooking. that's his shop.
*Christian Lai*
passion fruit tea imported from London
