Suddenly all the stress fit into a box and i feel myself can handle the box and play music with the relation of friends currently. Recently, i have slept a lot but it doesn't make me feel dying or negative. For years i have been looking for better reason to have a life like this. It has been a torture to gain lessons within few years whereas others build it during secondary school time. At least i see changes now. I will never forget the phobias and traumas that darken my spirit. Even if it dirties my friends. I am learning to create positive relation that join the brokens.
I am not alone. Can you hear me? :)
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For My Best Friend
Anon
This is for you, my best friend,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who can relate to me like no other
Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me.
I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you.
My best friend.