Monday, October 15, 2007
I’ve been in deep thoughts for months. It has been bothering me all the time. It’s like a chain, it relates to my life, my study and also my personal mood. I become down and depressed because of this shit. However, this shit is not a normal shit, it has been built up uneasily since many years ago, since we were all innocent and don’t have much problems. I wonder how this shit survives that long. Perhaps the government never pays for the cleaning.
And so, I read something, and I felt something, which now I think it’s a release to all this while, to both of us. (I hope you feel release too.) Maybe because of I care A LOT of that shit, my feeling swings with the expression and emotion that shown on your face. Just like shit, it’s dark and smelly when I got things wrong. Everyone can zat me but not you. I need your support. But now I change my mind. WOI! Come and zat me la, so that I can shoot you back. Mwahah.
Anyway I think everyone just needs a breath and their own space. Slightly friction and sarcastic will be okay, but if there’s too much, low self esteem people like me will begin to hide inside the crab shell and use my powerful hands to attack the “enemy”. I’m a typical Cancerian.
Last but not least, I would like to say that, deep inside, I’m still the same CL you used to know, childish and irrational. Sorry but I just don’t know why this I can’t change. I’m in the process of improving. I can never hate you even though i feel like. Because you are always the bitchy friend I respect. Forever will be. Unless you steal my Ashin.
Sorry and thank you and f*** you, si so *duuuut* =]
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