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Daily Life'z

Sunday, February 24, 2008

i am one of those who likes to keep things on my own.. cause i'm an extremely coward person. and when things get too much inside my mind, i will just collapse and act without proper thinking and follow the flow of feelings. therefore you will see me as an extreme wierd person if you dont understand my feelings. but its okay you can just ignore it. because i really dont want to say it out when i'm extremely hurt and weak unless i feel your concern. naturally im a very passive person. it takes my efford to think the world is beautiful. when ppl react to my actions during my so-extreme-weak period, i will feel like they are trying to bully me and make fun of me. every words that went through my ears will be interpreted as insult. i will fight back. and last time i didnt realise it hurts ppl who are feeling the same as me. therefore now im just so fearful to open my mouth again.. please.. just leave me alone for a while. my whole spirit is full of fear and guilt. you're tired to understand, and i'm tired to explain. just do what you think is natural. for those who are concerning bout me, i feel it and i really appreaciate it. you light up my life a bit. =]

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