Monday, August 25, 2008
watched the olympic closing ceromony. as amazing as the closing. however, the mood is totally different. and.. as a art student *cough cough* i feel the expressive of art and performance are different as well. it is warm and 'continue of journey'.. the hope is always there, where we put in hardwork and sweat as ingredient.
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missed the outing last saturday.
haha. hope to see you again after few years, pm. =)
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looking forward to the long break starting from November.... mwahaha
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
feel stable about my studies currently. meet challenges in the subject yet enjoy it very much. sometimes, my emotions got so disturbed till i cant focus on what i'm doing. i couldn't believe i become so hardworking now, as the rulers and mechanic pencils become my friends and toys that accompany me whenever i felt interrupted. images of nice buildings and the humours of foreign lecturers are the embellishment of the day.
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Olympic is going to end soon. Lighting speed huh. So do friendships. i think i need to freeze my feelings towards friendship as i'll stick to the negative feelings and dead under pressure. as many of my besties went overseas, every greets from them seem so wierd.. however, glad to say that i still feel the same gesture from their sayings. same cheerful tone. all the best =)couldn't say out the word i hope you all come back and we meet up again. cause too much outside stories and experience that will make the feelings become complicated. including myself.
no more 'look up the stars and i feel the same as you. i miss you.' anymore.
to be honest, i seriously admire and envy those who can study overseas. =') zai jie zai li. mwakz.
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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
chatting with ean wearn right now. had some conversations with old friends for the past few weeks. keeping in touch with these people had calmed my emotions.. from the tears of leaving of meishan, ean wearn, wei han, chooi yen.. and later chee chung and puimun are leaving as well.
currently i've teared a lot. however, after all these while, i've learnt that these people are really important to me and the memories we shared had meant a lot to me. even though everyone has some bitter memories, as when they had donate their blood and heart to their admire ones, yet the bitter memories of friendship becomes so crystal clear in the present.
no matter where you are, i'll always miss you =) XOXO hehe. first time using this word. sweat me. =p all the best.
currently listening to : fan wei qi - yi ge xiang xia tian yi ge xiang qiu tian
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
yesterday i went to ean wern and wei han'd farewell. everyone is there. so excited =)
there are more pics on MJ's blog =) thanks lot MJ.
there're laughters and joys. the saddest thing is i couldn't catch the laughters. something there. i felt freezy on my back.
later we went to gei dek sek. we had fun chatting & photo taking as well.
before we left, somebody told me something. suddenly i felt my heart was cut by something sharp. i was blank for one second. do not know the reason of the occur of It.
then thanks to hui peng.. she drove me to the wongkok restaurant and my Mum fetched me home.
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then around eleven thirty pm, i went to chooi's house. li-ann, zihui, engfui, yunlu, shiyunn were there. i felt happy to see them as usual, yet there were something more occured. wierd. felt like bursting.
after shiyunn left, everyone gathered at the dinner table and chat. suddenly i just burst out crying. tears coming down. could't stand anymore.
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we share out our deepest thoughts on the table. its not much laughter but deep and emotive environment can be smelled.
we went to bed at 4am. i couldn't fall asleep. the sadness turn to horror when i hear engfui snored. so loud. sounds like she had something to roar out. haha.
couldn't fall asleep. i was disturb by something on my mind, something telling my work wasn't done yet.
finally i fall asleep when the sky became brighter.
good bye chooi yen, ean wern, wei han. miss all of you lots.
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i'm trying to handle my feelings but i get more wierd feelings in return. the question is why am i holding it. is there something else behind It? when can i make It Done?
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