Saturday, August 16, 2008
yesterday i went to ean wern and wei han'd farewell. everyone is there. so excited =)
there are more pics on MJ's blog =) thanks lot MJ.
there're laughters and joys. the saddest thing is i couldn't catch the laughters. something there. i felt freezy on my back.
later we went to gei dek sek. we had fun chatting & photo taking as well.
before we left, somebody told me something. suddenly i felt my heart was cut by something sharp. i was blank for one second. do not know the reason of the occur of It.
then thanks to hui peng.. she drove me to the wongkok restaurant and my Mum fetched me home.
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then around eleven thirty pm, i went to chooi's house. li-ann, zihui, engfui, yunlu, shiyunn were there. i felt happy to see them as usual, yet there were something more occured. wierd. felt like bursting.
after shiyunn left, everyone gathered at the dinner table and chat. suddenly i just burst out crying. tears coming down. could't stand anymore.
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we share out our deepest thoughts on the table. its not much laughter but deep and emotive environment can be smelled.
we went to bed at 4am. i couldn't fall asleep. the sadness turn to horror when i hear engfui snored. so loud. sounds like she had something to roar out. haha.
couldn't fall asleep. i was disturb by something on my mind, something telling my work wasn't done yet.
finally i fall asleep when the sky became brighter.
good bye chooi yen, ean wern, wei han. miss all of you lots.
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i'm trying to handle my feelings but i get more wierd feelings in return. the question is why am i holding it. is there something else behind It? when can i make It Done?
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