Friday, September 19, 2008
today is friday, WITHOUT CRITICAL STUDIES II. the best part fall in second phrase. sometimes i dont even know what's so important to study that subject. but its compulsory. what to do. study and.. we'll see next. if i study hard and score well in exam and i find it useful in the further studies, then ok; if i study hard and score badly in exam and i find it damn extremely useful in the further studies.... i surrender.. work harder now lar. =(
there's so many things i wish i could realize. so many things come at one time.
why so serious. but.. there's something there. are u sure. i'm not sure. then go and make sure. but there's more important things here. whats that. i... dont know? then why important. because... (someone)says (something), and (something) happened, so I think... (then it goes back again and again)
whats that ah. some words spoken inside my mind for some time. ok.. will wait and see.
Been loved @| 3:41 PM |
Saturday, September 13, 2008
boring.
think back what the lecturer said to me about the essay outline this afternoon. funny how i replied her answers. "errr... so... *think hard*.... (finally)... like that ah?" and she was 0.0.. after listening and thinking bout what to say next and what i said is just like that ah. i suck at talking. =(
gonna catch up the photography session tmr. working on 'character design' at the moment. busy siao. character design -> making patung. art students are real busy. even busier than science students last time. =p the best thing is there's less presentations. =D
there is a nice girl in my class. she is kind of friendly and responsible. got boyish short hair. makes me wonder of chooiyen. =) suddenly feel like cutting my hair. change style huh. no way.
wana have a good rest after finishing that patung. sewing and stuffs. oh gosh. kill me instead. =p
p/s: fell and learned. still having hopes in searching real friends.
Been loved @| 1:05 AM |
Thursday, September 04, 2008
missing some old friends.
it's selfish that i feel when someone left me. and it's sweet how i can made someone stay for me. no matter how it is, i'm dying for that way and that somebody. many ppl come and go. i have to move on. and the whole thing repeat again and again. father mother i love you. no matter where you are, you can actually smell their existence everywhere. especially those moments.
feel glad that there's somebody far away still need me and appreaciate my support. feel happy that somebody smile when i greet them with i'm alright.
breathing loneliness made you blind, made you tear, made you drown. good for you and me, when we go on our ways, our future, with that way and that somebody, or that memory. it becomes real if nothing changes when me meet again.
throw everything and you left nothing. keep everything and you cant go further.
good bye 'good students'.. thats what we name for our next generation.
Been loved @| 5:17 PM |
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