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Daily Life'z

Thursday, January 01, 2009

A love letter to myself.

Today is the first day of being twenty, as talking in a whole. i want to be more mature and get more knowledge of life. to be true, i have a bunch of friends who loves me yet i do not know how to respond to them. i believe in myself that my role is to collect memories among us and i live within the survival circles. i wish i can be very independent and mature in dealing with relationships. that is my wish, i would leave it for God. crystal-clear-tears and freshly-red-heartbeats i have came through with, i love that abstract imagination and i wish i could be in that black hole for sometime. learning to survive is a tough lesson, thus supports and forgiveness are needed to let me free from complaints and curses. do not have suprise that spiritual voices can cure one's pain, physically and spiritually. in my experience, i have met many special ones who have brilliant thoughts and tallents. i wish i could be as unique as one of them. stealing the way they act and speak is my evilness, because i envy them as they are better than me. please, forgive me for that. darkness occurs and fears appear like lightings in lonely nights. courage that gain from the strongers is my escape. appreaciation are nonsense, hugs and kisses are rubbish; heartbeats that meet at the right time is the best medicine. =/ i think there is someone out there who needs me as well. right? =)accept meeee larrrr.

being real with survival techniques is the best of mine if i could be better. singing songs and writing what-evers are my communication tools. when i am dry and tired i would love to be in my friends' arms. the future will be brighter, if i could walk to a better place and have that bit of luck. i am not doing my best currently because i have nothing in my hand. step on burnt stones if you want to feel what i am feeling now. i bet you'll cry. loosers..

currently action : throwing written stones on You! see what's on it..?

"I believe I can fly."

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