sometimes i wonder how would i be if i continue my life with that bunch of people. for twenty years i have been a girl to my family, a wierdo to my old friends (always), and the best listener/ companion to a certain people. it is true that everyone missed pieces of lifes, they join circles of friends to sew it back into a complete picture. however, it cannot be denied that i've missed certain parts that lead me to another path, where there is less footprints and more challenging. i can say that it is very high risk to be in danger, as no much same type of 'uncomplete' humanbeen will be there for guidance; nevertheless, there is too broad for me to hide. yet, i'm hiding it. for some people, i can feel that they are being selfish because they do not understand, they do not NEED to understand. they follow their wish without feelings but consideration. i got so hurt within.
it is not fair to be like that. why do some people have to suffer when the others are laughing with their heads off? why do the second after laugthers, the suffer is still there? why do they have to steal happiness from others while they are already hurt..
tough challenges awaits. i didn't know what do i have left out. i've missed many pieces of happy life that i am not belonged. i would love to take if you're willing to give. i would steal de happiness, without anyone's knowing, so that i'll not be punished anymore.
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