i laughed. how funny when i see myself trembling when i see something similar to sweet, just as what i saw when i was small. the eyes of the people are the same, but the height of views changes. slowly and slowly i feel wierd about this world. people become weaker and weaker. worse things are people gain friend circles, while they're enjoying in loneliness at the hearts. showing attitudes like how they learned, since that time they had the knowledge.

i went through some pieces of memories. they joint, but incomplete. i felt ashamed. suddenly i feel like the world is really cruel and full of unknowns. just like some unknown dark secrets.

the shadows of the past. the reality that changes. how i wish i am on the road without harms.

p/s: just a cold shower helps. we aren't that HOT we know.