Saturday, March 28, 2009
i was loved when they hate.
evilly borned in June. i start remembering small little things when unfortunates happened. i was brought up in sorrow of love. unwilling to let me know the truths, making me immature in handling everything in life. though i'm learning to cope with it. but my heart is blended with hatred. their sorrows turned to regrets. i do not understand my situation.
continuos failures in holding on the breath to lit up the fire had turned me become lower. i felt stress and depress. i am fearful to speak up because i got fucked. *oh so fucked up* i believe in fate and i'm still working on it. by now and then i cherish every situation that had been carried out and i have went through. even though there are many obstacles in my life, i will travel with passion. passion of myself but hatred on others. that's what i'm feeling it now. perhaps ego and selfishness drives me crazy, but you never loose hope on me.
life become black and white if you're working on alone. even if it's hatred i would share mine with you and compare together. the person with most anger shouldn't shed more tears, because tears from sadness burn every single happiness that used to be perfect. i can't explain further if i don't play, i hate lies because i am afraid of tricks. fearing to go on further. shed me some lights.
recent listening to koda kumi's show girl. koda kumi featuring fergie that ain't cool.
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