Wednesday, April 15, 2009
oh fuck. i wonder why we have so many dramas and dreams. why do we need those unreal that doesn't suit our world. sometimes i feel lost, maybe they could let me to have an escape. however, to be true, i feel very uncomfortable with it now. and oh shit i've been living in a dreamy shell for such long time. DRAG ME OUT FROM THE HELL.
by the way, tomorrow will be py's birthday celebration. i'm looking forward to it.
life is like an art. to be true or not, we create our own pieces of memories. go further, try the risks, challenge own limits and throw!!
DJ station, Lot 10.
Been loved @| 8:46 PM |
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Suddenly all the stress fit into a box and i feel myself can handle the box and play music with the relation of friends currently. Recently, i have slept a lot but it doesn't make me feel dying or negative. For years i have been looking for better reason to have a life like this. It has been a torture to gain lessons within few years whereas others build it during secondary school time. At least i see changes now. I will never forget the phobias and traumas that darken my spirit. Even if it dirties my friends. I am learning to create positive relation that join the brokens.
I am not alone. Can you hear me? :)
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For My Best Friend Anon
This is for you, my best friend, the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me Or told me I wasnt good enough Or let me down
I don't think you know what that means to me You have went through so much pain and you still have time For me. And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are.
And I hope you know that I am always here To listen to you laugh and cry and help In all the ways that i can And I will try to be at least half the friend you are To me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, with out you. My best friend.
Been loved @| 10:19 PM |
Monday, April 13, 2009
just finished my concept book of Mamak for project. time to have some icy relax.
Baskin Robins' Mango Lime Blast!!
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anyway there are some really nice photo shots that taken while we go yum cha together. either celebration or drink tea.
let me show you.
the picture of World Food Day!!
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A short message to pM,
We're waiting for your return. Our friend circle got bit messed up ah!! I'm a bit out of balance... Faster come back to repair the joints please. :P
Been loved @| 5:04 PM |
Friday, April 10, 2009
你是一个脆弱，敏感，却有着明锐的知觉的人。 你的犹豫使你跟年龄比你小的人相处愉快。 害怕有问题的人，对恐惧有相斥反应。 总是不畏惧敞开心胸做自己。
Been loved @| 11:49 PM |
i just went to cut my hair. this is my new hair look. :)
Been loved @| 10:12 PM |
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
wonderful friends are just too hard to find. sometimes i wish all the nightmares gone without waking the truthful means of reality that they need to face. everyone has their own secrets and spiritually unbalance. therefore, what i can say is just wait. :)
because of my immaturity during childhood, i've broken many possibles that used to be unknown. maybe the unknowns possibilities shouldn't have my existences, but the results is, it happened with me in that situation and what i can say is regrets. however, at least i learn to backup for further challenges. this is one of my pride.
my friends and i went through a lot of obstacles. i used to be a proud leader, but i choose to be a follower as time goes by. perhaps i still have to improve my communication skills. :P
alright, spread some good news. i am currently learning piano and i went to shi yunn's birthday. haha. it was great!!
Been loved @| 6:08 AM |
Friday, April 03, 2009
i wonder if there's a poison that can cure everything alright. so you really think i'm that amazing? so you wish you'll get my blessing with fully covered with love? the reason why i never have faith is they do not tolerant my anger. i hate and i had this anger since primary. i know. i dont belong to them. maybe i was born to let people know how normal they are, and i keep all their evilness. how i wish God can turn the clock backwards, and show them what did they do on me. what do they think at the moment when they did it. show them all! so you think you kiss me for fun? so you think you lick me for testing? so you think you touch me for exchanging password? do you know how i was brought to the hell and my sadness was dragged till the limit. that i need to show my anger on everyone's eyes.
have you ever thought of the result of my identity.. how would i fail to be normal. you dont pay!
oh how i wish i could slap on their face to tell them how sad i am. i got bullied!! why they never know. i hate it. why do you force me to do something i never ever wish the results. one day, they will learn their lessons.
p/s: thank you for those who always be there for me. sorry to those who got frightened, my hatred was dragged till the limit. please accept me for who i am every morning, when i am awake. :')
oh no... i am anti sexual abuse. and i hate sexual harrasment. please stop them. warning : don't kiss or lick or push them to do so to children without mature thinking. PLEASE. they will have trauma when they're adult.
Been loved @| 9:44 PM |
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i just went to cut my hair. this is my new hair look. :)